HOORAY FOR THIRD VARSITY GIRL!!! Im so incredibly happy!!

And for the first time in a long time i feel very close to the top of the world

And for the first time in an even longer time, my good mood has almost nothing to do with a boy. so it cant break as easily or as quickly.

Love forever, Maddie

So. Hello again, it's been a while.

I decided to write to you and say absolutely nothing except for there had better be a damn snow day tomorrow. otherwise, i quit.

and that i love XC Skiing. LOVE IT.

love, maddie

ps- sorry if you cant read my font. my computer hates me and wont let me change it. theres nothing more i can do, except wait a while until i change its mind.
pps- can you tell im tired and rather delirious? i hope so. because i am. SO TIRED!!

Ashley my love :) I couldnt help but take part in this entire Ashley-fest, because my dear, you are one of the rare people who really and truly deserve to be honored. I don't mean to sound corny, because I honestly try to avoid the corny complex, but you are so moodlifting. You really are. How can you help but smile when Ashley Dutcher is walking down the hall? Honestly? Can you hold it back? No. No you cant. And you're always there (not in the bad way). You care about people. And I love it. Some people say they care when they really dont and it pisses me off. But nope, not Ashley. When she says she cares, hell, she means it. You'd better believe it.

   I know I dont have a good way with words or anything, but I hope you know how sincere I am. Because you make my life :) :)

Love always, Maddie

PS- I dont mean to take anything away from my Ashley-fest, but I hate being such a jealous person 

Oh boy, how crazy I've been. I mean honestly. This whole talking to Kyle thing should have been done so much sooner. Because it's this big revelation now, that I dont need him. THATS RIGHT. I dont need him at all. And I'm not so stuck on him anymore. I'm a free woman 

Baby, I feel good 

Love always,
Maddie